What's in a number? That depends what the number means to you. In our case, we find ourselves forced to wait for a very important number. To us, the number means pregnant or not pregnant. How can one little number hold so much power over us? Every time I go in for this blood test after waiting 9 days (or 14 when it's a fresh cycle), I pray for peace and strength. I acknowledge that Heavenly Father is in control. I didn't cry today when I sat in the chair as I have previous times. I was able to joke with the phlebotomist as she took my blood. I was sending positive juju to that tube the entire time. What's in a number? This time, for us, not pregnant. And it sucks.
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